We
often think of Peter as a rash, impulsive guy.
One
who speaks or acts before
he thinks.
One
who wasn't always on the same page with Jesus.
When
Jesus told his disciples of his coming Passion,
Peter
quickly admonished him for saying such things.
Prompting
Jesus to say, Get behind me, Satan.
At
the Last Supper, Peter blurted out with supreme confidence,
Lord,
others may deny you but I never will.
At
Jesus' arrest he impulsively drew his sword and cut off a servant's
ear.
An
act that Jesus immediately corrected.
So
in the boat, in the storm, recognizing Jesus approaching, walking on
the water—
We
might not be surprised to see Peter just jump overboard to run to
him.
But
he doesn't.
Instead
he says, Lord, command me to come to you.
And
waited to hear Jesus' simple command: Come.
So
we don't see a rash Peter, doing the impossible and suddenly
realizing his limitations.
We
see a Peter who knew he couldn't do it alone.
But
knew he could do it if Jesus commanded it.
That
makes it all the more disappointing when Peter sinks.
Sinking
didn't show just lack of confidence in his own ability or lack of
faith in himself.
It
showed that his faith in Jesus still had some weakness.
But
even then, as he sank in his weak faith, Jesus came to his aid.
Jesus
will help us just as he helped Peter.
If
Jesus commands something, he also enables it.
He
actively helps us to follow him; to follow his commands.
And
he's already given us commands.
At
the highest level he's given us the two great commandments.
Love
God and love neighbor.
At
a lower, more detailed level,
We
have all the rules and decisions and actions that stem from those
commands.
Whenever
we see that we're struggling to take action.
Whenever
we're uncertain and need to see if we're on the right page.
Whenever
we just need encouragement.
When
we doubt our ability to follow the path Jesus has shown us.
Even
when it looks impossible.
We
can do like Peter did.
We
can ask Jesus to command us to follow him—to come to him.
And
we can listen for his affirming command.
Come.
Fortunately
for us, Jesus doesn't mind repeating himself.
He's
always calling us to come to him.
And
he's always ready to enable and assist.
Tuesday, 18th Week of Ordinary Time
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