Saturday, July 15, 2017

Cultivation




Last week, I had a long lunch with a friend
Who was visiting from Australia.
He was fired up about a new project he was working on.
Something he called the Barnabas Project.
(The name Barnabas means son of encouragement.)
It grew out of his experience with the Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius.
Where he was devoting time to quiet, contemplative prayer.

He felt that this quiet prayer was bringing him much closer to God.
It was also bringing him a few surprisingly dramatic experiences.
And he decided he wanted to share this gift he’d found.
And promote this powerful form of prayer.
So, he set up a website, barnabas.cloud, to encourage others.
Encourage them to set aside 20 minutes a day for quiet prayer.
Time to just be with God, listen to God, interact with God.

His idea went further—it’s still a work in progress.
He targeted older folks, who might be an underutilized spiritual force.
And who might more easily set aside their 20 minutes.
And encourage each other to stick with it.
He also suggested we mentally bring someone with us 
Into our prayer time.
Someone who we would like to receive the grace from that prayer.
A spouse, a child, a friend—anyone we felt was in need of that grace.
(And who doesn’t need more grace!)
But we don’t have to wait until we’re older.
This quiet prayer time is a gift all of us can give ourselves, now.

Any time devoted to prayer helps us build our relationship with God.
Ideally, we can find a quiet place and time, 
Where we won’t be interrupted.
A regular routine will make it easier to form a daily habit.

There are a number of approaches to quiet prayer.
We can experiment to figure out which ones work best for us.
But contemplative prayer can be particularly powerful.
It can make the experience of our time with God more tangible,
More concrete, more memorable.

One approach is to start by being quiet, clearing our mind.
And then focusing on some event, 
Like perhaps the Marriage Feast at Cana.
And then trying to place ourselves at that event.
We use our senses.
What does the room look like? 
What do the people look like?
Who do we see there?
What do we hear?
Music?  Voices?  Who’s saying what?
Is it warm or chilly, day or night?
Can we smell the roasting lamb?
Can we taste the wine?

Our presence at the event becomes more real 
As our senses fill in the details.
We grow in our understanding of the importance of the event.
We grow in our relationship with Jesus 
By sharing the experience with him.

On different days, we’ll feel more successful or less successful
After our 20 minutes.
But, we’ll always benefit from spending that time in prayer.
And sometimes it will be dramatically rewarding.
My friend said that when he was just getting the hang of this,
He contemplated the Wedding Feast at Cana.
It was especially vivid and real.
He saw Jesus sitting at another table, with his back toward him.
As he was looking at him, Jesus stood up
And turned and walked over to him and said,
Jim!  Long time no see!

Clearly that’s not part of the biblical script.
But it’s a sense of how deeply we can be absorbed into our prayer.
How directly and personally we can communicate with God.

Jim gave me one more example of a dramatic prayer-time experience.
He usually prays early in the morning, in his den.
But one morning he had to be out early.
By his normal prayer time he was near his church, so he went in.
It was quiet, and he went and sat by a statue of the Madonna and Child.
He just sat there contemplating Mary and Jesus.
Suddenly, Mary stepped down from the altar and handed him the baby.
She said, I don’t do this for everyone.  But here, you carry him. 
He was shocked.
It wasn’t like just a thought, or even a dream—it was vividly real.

I think it was Mary’s request that he carry Jesus,
That showed Jim he needed to share this gift he’d found.
And motivated him to start his project and his website.

We can’t expect to have such dramatic experiences very often.
But that 20-minutes-a-day 
Will attune us to the messages God is sending us.
It will prepare us, enable us, form us, cultivate us.


We heard in today’s Gospel how important cultivation can be.
We can find ourselves in rich fertile soil, or unsuitable soil.
In that parable of the Sower, we see the dangers we face
If we don’t attend to our cultivation.
If we don’t develop some understanding of the kingdom,
We’ll be like seed sown on the path.  We’ll very quickly lose what we have.
If we don’t develop a deep, lasting relationship with God,
We’ll be like seeds sown in shallow, rocky soil. 
Without good roots, when troubles come we’ll fall away.
If we don’t develop our spirit 
And maintain some separation from worldly things,
We’ll be like seeds sown in the thorns, 
And worldly concerns will pull us away.

The details of the parables are always vivid yet strange,
And intended to make us think.
They open up a set of images 
That can be used and viewed in different ways.
A few days ago, our Gospel spoke of the harvest, 
And the need for laborers.
So, we might be the seed one day, the soil another, 
And the laborer the next.

Whatever role we’re called to at any particular time,
A solid relationship with Jesus, built through prayer,
Is the key to being prepared for that role.
If we attend to our cultivation 
We’ll be like that seed that lands in rich soil.
Bearing fruit 30- 60- or 100-fold.


15th Sunday of Ordinary Time

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