Sunday, September 16, 2018

I Know, But How?


                                                                                                                                                                 Dengzeyu Li      unsplash.com


Who do people say that I am?

Why was Jesus asking that?
Was he really overly concerned about what people thought of him?
And besides, he probably already knew what people were saying.

Maybe his question was just a way to start a conversation.
A way to bring up the topic of who he is.
To ease-in to a difficult message he had for his disciples.

So, he gets them to stop and think about who he is.
Then he makes it even more personal to each of them, by asking,
Who do you say that I am?

They’ve been busy, they’ve been running around.
They’ve heard a lot and seen a lot.
They’ve heard his wisdom and his teaching.
They’ve heard his hints and claims regarding his true identity. 
They’ve seen his miracles.
They know he’s extraordinary.
Greater than Elijah or John or the other prophets.

They’ve heard and seen, but have they stepped back to absorb it all?
To consider, and recognize, and fully realize, who he is?

Maybe they had.
Maybe they all knew but hadn’t yet put it into words.
Until Jesus asked, and Peter answered.

Mark’s account today doesn’t mention how strongly Jesus praised Peter
For recognizing who he was.
But we know from Matthew’s account that he did. 
Jesus says, Blessed are you, Simon son of Jonah,
For flesh and blood has not revealed this to you,
But my Father who is in heaven.
And he went on to rename him Peter, and make him head of the Church.

In Mark’s account, Jesus jumps right into the hard message.
The difficult message they needed to hear.

Yes, he is the Messiah.
But not the kind of Messiah they were expecting.
He wasn’t going to lead a great army against Rome.
He wasn’t going to restore Israel to the great kingdom
It had been under David and Solomon.

He was going to suffer greatly and be killed.

He did include in there that he would rise in three days.
But that was pretty much lost in the gloom.
And besides, the apostles didn’t seem to grasp what rising meant.

That hard message should have been easier to take
After Jesus had just focused them on the fact that
They were dealing with the Christ, the Messiah, the Son of God.
God himself.

But even so, they didn’t want to hear it.
Peter again spoke for them, saying that surely Jesus needn’t suffer.
Jesus had to rebuke him.
And emphasize to all of them that he would indeed suffer and be killed.

Worse yet, to follow him, they too would have to take up their crosses.
And fully give their lives.

Eventually, through repetition, and through continued teaching and Demonstration of who he really was and what he was about,
The message set in and they accepted it.
Still, it wasn’t until he was killed and did rise
That the disciples fully understood.
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We’ve all had the story laid out for us many times.
We know the answer to who Jesus is.
We don’t even need to think about it.
It’s an automatic answer.

But maybe we shouldn’t always answer so quickly.
We can learn from stepping back to absorb it all.
And from listening to Jesus asking us individually,
Who do you say that I am?
Rather than blurting out the easy answer without much thought
We can take time to consider how we came to know that answer.
Consider in detail what that answer means to us.
Consider how were doing in following him.

As we contemplate all that, we might also remember Jesus saying,
No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father
Except the Son—and anyone to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.
We might even hear Jesus say to us as he did to Peter,
Flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but my Father in heaven.
Blessed are you! 



24th Sunday in Ordinary Time