Thinking about
today’s Gospel I had a flashback
To an old television
show of the early 1950’s.
One we were
eager to watch every week at my grandma’s house.
Back in the
days before we had our own TV set.
It was called, I Led Three Lives.
And it told the
stories of an FBI agent whose three lives were:
Citizen,
Communist, and Counterspy.
Through the
magic of YouTube I watched an old episode.
It wasn’t
exactly as I remembered.
It had that old
movie feel of: black and white; plain, direct
dialogue;
Melodrama; and outdated
styles.
It
was also steeped in McCarthy-era anti-communism.
It
was a good example of how we store away
memories and perceptions.
How we tend to leave them sitting, undisturbed.
But how revisiting
them from a different perspective
Can lead to
new insights and better understanding.
The reason I Led Three Lives came to mind was the
thought that
We all live three lives.
We’re all familiar
with at least two of those lives.
Our Physical/Material
life, and our Spiritual life.
They’re fully
integrated.
We’re not
spirits trapped in bodies.
We’re simultaneously
both physical and spiritual.
But we’re
accustomed to looking at those two lives separately.
We might add
to those a third life, and call it our Communal life.
Of course, all
three lives closely overlap, and greatly impact each other.
And we
definitely shouldn’t try to live them
separately.
But viewing them separately can help us
analyze how we’re doing.
There’s a
popular legal expression:
The
law is a seamless web.
If you pull it
here, it stretches over there.
If you pluck a
strand here, it sends vibrations throughout the whole web.
To study and
analyze anything complex, like the law
It helps to
break it into smaller subparts and examine those.
Like
Constitutional Law, Property Law, and Criminal Law.
One of the few
things more complex than our law, is our life.
So maybe we
can get a deeper understanding and new insight
By breaking
our life into different subparts—different views.
Looking at our
life from three different perspectives.
Our Physical
life centers on our body, our beating heart, our senses,
Our health and
our strength.
Our Communal
life centers on our roles in our family and in the world.
And how we go
about fulfilling those roles.
Our Spiritual
life centers on our own relationship with God.
That life within us that makes us—us.
That unique
soul that God created for us.
Jesus led
these three lives too.
And in today’s
Gospel reading, he gives us some insights into those lives.
Insights drawn
from facing death.
Elsewhere in
the Gospels,
Jesus was usually
quite calm and philosophical about his own death.
He’d be
troubled when he thought about the manner
of his coming death.
But he wasn’t
troubled at the idea of dying.
Today though,
we hear that he was troubled over the
death of Lazarus.
He was
emotional, he became deeply troubled,
and he wept!
Did he weep
for poor dead Lazarus?
Probably not,
Jesus knew very well the Heaven that
awaited Lazarus.
Did Jesus weep
for himself at his own loss of a friend?
Probably not;
again, Jesus knew the glory and
splendor of Heaven.
He knew that they’d be together again—and soon.
Did he weep
for the distress and sorrow Martha and Mary were feeling?
I think that’s
it.
They were his
friends.
He loved them,
he had great empathy with them.
He knew the
emotional pain of loss they were feeling.
He knew that,
even though they had faith that Lazarus would rise
At the
resurrection on the last day,
They also had
that human twinge of uncertainty.
He knew too
that without their brother, they faced a difficult future.
We can view
Jesus’s actions and words at Lazarus’s death
Through the
perspective of his, and our, three lives.
As he was
about to raise Lazarus, Jesus started with a prayer.
Father, I thank you for hearing
me.
I know that you always hear me;
I know that you always hear me;
That’s clearly a statement from his Spiritual
life.
But he goes on to add:
… because of the crowd here I have said this,
that they may believe that you sent me.
… because of the crowd here I have said this,
that they may believe that you sent me.
That addition
is a Communal-life statement.
He makes it
clear that he’s saying those words,
He’s taking
this action, he’s raising Lazarus,
For our benefit.
So that we might believe.
That
reaffirmed the Communal-life message he gave his disciples
Before they
left for Bethany.
Lazarus has died.
And I am glad for you that I was not there,
that you may believe …
And I am glad for you that I was not there,
that you may believe …
[He died] that the Son of God
may be glorified through it.
Talking with Martha, he gave us a
strong statement on his Spiritual
life.
I am the resurrection and the
life;
whoever believes in me, even if he dies, will live,
and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.
whoever believes in me, even if he dies, will live,
and everyone who lives and believes in me will never die.
But that was
also a statement on our Spiritual
life.
We are to
believe in him; and our Spirit will never die.
And a
statement on our Physical life.
Our bodies will die; but they will also be resurrected.
And finally,
we have his dramatic action with the words
Lazarus
come out!
A statement
from his Spiritual life and his oneness with God.
A statement
from his Communal life, a life dedicated to our
benefit.
A statement about
our Spiritual and Physical lives.
We will die
and we will rise.
This three-lives
perspective can add new insight
To our view of Jesus’s life.
And it can do
the same for our own life.
It can help us
keep our priorities straight.
It can help us
make a better assessment of how we’re doing.
Here we are,
already approaching the end of Lent.
Next Sunday is
Palm Sunday, then Holy Week.
Here we are at
Church.
So, chances
are good that we’re tuned in
To the most important of our three lives—our Spiritual
life.
In just a
minute—I’m almost finished—
Fr. Bill will
call our RCIA members forward for their Third Scrutiny.
Clearly,
they’ve been giving thought and taking action
In their Spiritual lives.
We’ll pray
that they come to share in this abundant life,
This freedom
from death, that Jesus promises us.
For the rest
of us, if we’re looking for something more to do during Lent,
There’s still
time to do a self-assessment of our three lives.
We don’t have full control over any of those lives.
But we have some control, and we can look for things
we might improve.
It’s usually
pretty clear to us if something’s amiss in our Physical life.
And if there
is, we can get to work on trying to fix it.
It’s also sometimes clear to us that something’s
amiss
In our
Spiritual or Communal lives.
But the
warnings are often less striking than Physical-life warnings.
We don’t get
that unbearable toothache or that sudden heart attack.
So, unless we
step back to assess how we’re doing,
We might miss something.
We can take
some prayer time, or make some more prayer
time.
And use it to
take a fresh look at our life from those three perspectives.
Any time we
spend in that assessment will be quality time
Spent with God.
And it might even yield
some new insights about Him.Or about ourselves.
5th Sunday of Lent
(Mass with RCIA Scrutiny)
(Mass with RCIA Scrutiny)
Jn 11:1-45 Read this Scripture @usccb.org