Does God
actually speak to us—individually, personally?
Does he
send angels to bring us his messages?
The
Scriptures contain many accounts of those Divine communications.
We have
two of them today.
We hear
that the Lord spoke to Nathan.
And gave
him a message for David.
A
message assuring that God would raise a new king from David's heirs.
God
saying of that new king, I will be a father to him, and he shall
be a son to me.
And then
in our Annunciation Gospel we hear of the coming fulfillment of that
assurance.
The
angel Gabriel was sent from God … to Mary.
To tell
her that God has chosen her to give birth to a holy child, the Son of
God.
Mary had
a real conversation with Gabriel.
And in
the end, she accepted God's call—
May
it be done to me according to your word.
In still
other Scripture passages angels bring messages from God to Joseph in
his dreams.
And God
and his angels also talk with Abraham and Moses and many lesser Bible
characters.
But how
about us ordinary non-biblical folks.
Does God
really talk to us?
When
we're awake? When we're asleep? Through his messengers?
Yes, he
does.
We've
all had those experiences.
That
inner voice speaking to us—guiding us.
We may
have to question whose voice that really is.
It could
sometimes just be our own voice.
It takes
practice in listening.
But we
can develop our ear for recognizing God's voice.
We can
also test the message.
Is it
consistent with what we know of God's law and God's goodness?
If not,
we know it's not God's voice or God's message.
If we
have any doubts that God does indeed speaks to us, our own stories
can help assure us.
My own
favorite personal story has some relation to today's Annunciation
Gospel.
Fifteen
years ago I was trying to decide whether to apply to the deacon
program.
I'd been carrying the forms around in my briefcase for days--filled out and ready to mail.
Now the deadline had come.
The
application had to be postmarked that day or I'd have to wait another
two years to apply.
In those
days I was the server at the 8:00 daily Mass.
And as I
walked to Church that morning I was praying/thinking:
God
give me some guidance here.
Give
me some message—some sign—let me know for sure if I should mail
in this application.
Usually,
I was the first one into the sacristy.
But that
morning there was already a priest waiting.
A priest
I didn't recognize.
Father
Begg was scheduled for the Mass, so I figured this was maybe a friend
of his.
We
chatted a bit, but didn't introduce ourselves.
We
looked at the historic scenes painted on the sacristy windows.
One
showed the ships, the Ark and the Dove, that brought the first
settlers to Maryland.
The
priest mentioned that the day before, on the Feast of the
Annunciation,
He had
blessed the replicas of those ships in Baltimore Harbor.
Our
lector came into the sacristy to help with setting up for the Mass.
Being
more polite (or at least less preoccupied) than I, she said Hi
father, I'm Elsa.
He
responded, Good morning, I'm Fr Keeler.
I went
about setting up the altar.
When I
came back to the sacristy, Fr Begg had arrived and they were both
vested.
The
bells began to ring and we lined up to go out to the altar.
At that
instant, Fr Keeler pulled a scarlet skullcap from his briefcase and
set it on his head.
And I immediately began thinking:
Ah, Fr
Keeler is Cardinal Keeler from Baltimore—maybe this is the
sign I'm asking for.
God sent me a cardinal for morning Mass.
But then
again, I've served with Cardinals Hickey and McCarrick and other
Bishops before.
A
cardinal showing up today is certainly a surprise and uncommon, but
it's not unheard of.
Maybe
it's not a sign at all.
So I
started the Mass sitting right here, distracted, paying no attention.
Totally
engrossed in my mental debate over whether Cardinal Keeler was a
sign.
Suddenly
I realized that Fr Begg was standing right in front of me, starting
his homily.
I'd
automatically stood up at the Alleluia, and it was time to sit down and tune-in to the Mass.
Fr Begg
gave one of his famously brief-but-powerful weekday homilies.
Yesterday
was the Feast of the Annunciation.
Just
a week ago we had the Feast of St Joseph, the patron of our parish.
And
in a few weeks we'll have Good Friday.
The
key figures in those holy days are Mary and Joseph and Jesus.
Besides
being members of the Holy Family,
What did these three people have most in
common.
They
all listened to God's call—and did
what he called them to do.
When
are you
going to do what God is calling you
to do?
There it
was—my unmistakable sign.
Fr Begg,
messenger from God.
So, that's
my story of the personal message that was most clearly sent to me from God.
The one
that assures me that God does speak to us personally.
What's
your story?
We can
all find personal stories—maybe more or less dramatic—of God
speaking to us.
In these
final days of Advent, let's recall and reflect on the times God has
spoken to us.
At the time maybe we
didn't fully appreciate what happened.
Maybe we wrote it off as just our own thought, or as some
coincidence.
Let's also step up our active communication with God.
Devote
much of that time to listening rather than speaking.
Contemplate, meditate, praise, petition and give thanks.
And then follow that with some quiet listening.
Honing
our ability to recognize his messages.
And most
importantly, building our confidence in the messages.
And our commitment to act
on those messages.
Sunday, 4th Week of Advent